what am i supposed to do when you’re the one telling me to move on but get upset when i try doing that? what am i supposed to say when i really wanna tell you that i miss you, how my day went, etc but i cant so i dont say anything at all to you but to your friends?

tell me, please what it is exactly you want from me?

i can tell you what i want. i want you. i want to be able to show you that i love you. i want to show you that i can do the things i told you i can do. i want to be able to call you mine again. i want you in my life again. i dont think you understand how much i’m willing to do for you. i dont think you understand that i’ll forgive you for all the wrong you did, and all the lies. i’ll forgive you because having you means a whole lot more to me than just the hard times. do you understand any of this? i dont think so. you’re being so stubborn and throwing it all away. i bet you know as well as i do that we could get through things.

this post is stupid cuz it means shit to you and everybody else. i guess i’m just typing it for my own sake—instead of keeping things in all the time.

i can say “whatever”, but it really does mean something to me so i’d be lying if i said that.

i hate that i’m a believer in love. i fucking hate this.